3/20/10

Epiphany.

I have finally made it to that point in my life where i realize why things happen...


...Because they're supposed to

-I am done trying to control what cannot be controlled
-I am done hating people who have done me wrong
-I am done hating myself for some of the choices I have made
-I am done trying to fix what can fix itself.
-I am done pretending to be strong, when it's okay to be weak
-I am done living in the past


My mind is clear for the first time in six years, and I feel like I have had a weight lifted off of my shoulders. I now know that, as hard as things may be, you wouldn't be put to it if you couldn't be put through it. All disagreements can be resolved, and all problems can be fixed, broken hearts can be mended, and even the most horrible things can be beautiful. It is ultimately up to you how you choose to go about all of the obstacles that life will throw at you, and most of us go about them wrong. We try to control the outcome of any given situation, we can never just let things be...

It's time for me to start over :)

Things may not be so great now, But they will get better. I know it